The Saint
Hello, my name is Lucas I am the youngest Grandchild of the wonderful Barbara L Tubbs many people may not know this but about 2 or 3 years ago my grandmother was diagnosed with cancer of course she was so great no one knew, at the time i was beginning my journey into adulthood and had a lot of inner demons that i kept bottled up, of course if you knew barb and/or me you knew she was my favorite person so when she passed I took it pretty hard, i started hanging out with bad crowds, had a new girlfriend each week, i started vaping, smoking, had my first alcoholic drink, one time i even smoked marijuana, I did anything i thought would make me feel better or at least less stress filled. my mother found about my activities and sat me down and told me how she felt and i was ashamed of myself. but what really hit me hard is when my grandfather told me how he thought my grandma would've felt and then i knew i had to turn my life around because its what she would've wanted, i wont lie, im still working on myself and figuring out who i am but knowing that my family and my real friends have my back really helps me out on my way, i wouldn't be half the man i am today if not for my mother,grandfather,and especially my grandmother. God rest her soul. she was nothing but a saint that thought of everyone else before herself. even though she is probably trying to help serve others in heaven i think its about time she gets to sit down and enjoy herself, thank you for your time.
Posted by Lucas Wahl
Saturday April 25, 2020 at 6:06 am